volleyball

i guess i've lost the passion for volleyball
played the whole afternoon for wee kiat's cell group.
completely lost it.
RP got a swimming club,should i go for it?
God willing la, haha..

eric's post.

Somehow Eric's post on joy caught me thinking again. I remembered reading it few months ago,and was just blessed by it. for the past few days,I've been thinking hard on my Spiritual walk,am I as faithful as i used to be? I've memorised some verses in my head,but I've failed to act on it. is this what Christianity is all about? life just carries on and I'm utterly upset with myself on the way I carry myself. i was reading Eric's post again and as I've said,caught me thinking. this time,I paid more attention on the things he said,how frustrated he was,how come things just couldn't work out,something like I'm going through now, and i know i gotta depend on God to pull through in this stage of life. I've been advising people when they come to me. the thing that convicts me most is,i don't practice what i preached at times. i want to walk in the Spirit,but there're no fruits signifying that I'm walking in it. I guess it all boils down to pride,where I'm too stubborn to admit my mistakes,my sins, and just carry on living the way I used to live. China made a tremendous impact on me,but I can say that I wasn't walking in the Spirit during that trip. I get impatient easily,angry over the slightest issue,lacking of self-control,which are things I shouldn't do,and that is sin folks.

I'm praying now,and I know God will forgive me if I confess my sins. His ways are perfect,not my ways. at the end of the day,it's the choice that each one of us make that decides our fate.
if you sin,you'll burn in hell.
if you believe on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and solely depend on him and acknowledge that you're a sinner,you'll see the Creator,who is God himself in heaven.

so right now, I want to walk in the Spirit to enjoy the life that God has for me,experiencing the fruits of the Spirit and live a life of excitement.

oh Lord,please meet me now.

laptop!

i finally managed to persuade my dad to buy me a laptop!
tough time though, haaha..
everything is normal,and i just pray that i'm able to depend on God more than my own.
tuesday is coming!

china post

haven't been updating this blog,today's post will be solely on the China trip.
how i wish i've the discipline of si cheng when updating blogs.

overall,the trip to China was really an eye-opening one. meeting brothers and sisters from another country,meeting them for the first time,and they expressed themselves clearly by showing agape love towards us. I've said this many many times,these Chinese folks really challenged me to live a life of offering my best in whatever i do. No one will really imagine there're people that can be saved in China,being a communist state,with the mentality of all Chinese should be either Buddhist or Taoist. God just smack me in the face,showing me how mighty he can be,and is still in the business of saving souls anywhere,anytime. I thank God for GLCC's ministry in North-East China,being a mission-minded church. ETA teachers are also a blessing,stooping down to such a low level to reach Chinese students,leaving their comfort zones to fulfill God's plan for them. These really struck me so hard. The $874 was worth it,much more than spending it on shirts,pants,shoes etc,spending it on heavenly treasures rather than earthly pleasures,and i thank God for that :)


i wanna thank God for these people,making my trip so fun and enjoyable,and i see Christ in them.

1)Pastor Paul
the glcc booklet has said it all,you gotta hang out with him to know more about him. He isn't really what what the booklet said, he's far more than that,being funny and lively,lifting up the mood of the trip. I've learnt that there's a time to be serious and a time for pure fun. His testimony is just amazing.The things he said on the second day was the one that left something for me to ponder about.

2)Deacon Robert
don't really know him much,got to see his true-self during this trip. A man of faith,trusting God in everything he does.Heard that he read the Bible over and over again for more than 4 times! He can also be pranky at times! Thank God for Uncle Robert's ministry in China. He's tesimony on how he got saved really left me thinking,a very smart man trying to prove PC's sermon wrong and had nothing to say when preached on the book of Job.

3)Kay Hong
i've started to know this brother much better when he got back during the winter break. a Godly man called to serve as the ETA coordinator in China,playing a good host as we lived in his house.Had lots of stuff to learn from this dear brother on how he carried out his work and living a life solely dependent on God himself.

4)May
used to call her auntie May! haaha, her hospitality just proved that it's all about Christ in whatever she does,seeing the way she treat Christians and unsaved folks. All for him!

5)Victor Guo
never met this guy before until our arrival at Chang Chun Airport,having a great reception from him and just wanna do almost anything for us. his testimony is also a powerful one,blinded in one eye,and still want to read the Bible. super good guy!


there're still lots of people to give thanks for,they're not forgotten and i'll pray for them daily.
will you join me in praying for China?