eric's post.

Somehow Eric's post on joy caught me thinking again. I remembered reading it few months ago,and was just blessed by it. for the past few days,I've been thinking hard on my Spiritual walk,am I as faithful as i used to be? I've memorised some verses in my head,but I've failed to act on it. is this what Christianity is all about? life just carries on and I'm utterly upset with myself on the way I carry myself. i was reading Eric's post again and as I've said,caught me thinking. this time,I paid more attention on the things he said,how frustrated he was,how come things just couldn't work out,something like I'm going through now, and i know i gotta depend on God to pull through in this stage of life. I've been advising people when they come to me. the thing that convicts me most is,i don't practice what i preached at times. i want to walk in the Spirit,but there're no fruits signifying that I'm walking in it. I guess it all boils down to pride,where I'm too stubborn to admit my mistakes,my sins, and just carry on living the way I used to live. China made a tremendous impact on me,but I can say that I wasn't walking in the Spirit during that trip. I get impatient easily,angry over the slightest issue,lacking of self-control,which are things I shouldn't do,and that is sin folks.

I'm praying now,and I know God will forgive me if I confess my sins. His ways are perfect,not my ways. at the end of the day,it's the choice that each one of us make that decides our fate.
if you sin,you'll burn in hell.
if you believe on the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and solely depend on him and acknowledge that you're a sinner,you'll see the Creator,who is God himself in heaven.

so right now, I want to walk in the Spirit to enjoy the life that God has for me,experiencing the fruits of the Spirit and live a life of excitement.

oh Lord,please meet me now.